Friday, September 30, 2011

My new diet

I didn't receive many responses from you guys about the HCG diet, so I went ahead and decided to try it.  I  just purchased the HCG drops about 30 minutes ago.  It says they should be delivered in a week or two.  As soon as I get them I will start my diet :).  It promises at least a pound a day.  HOPEFULLY, they work. I will make it to my goal weight in no time.  I have 35 pounds that I still want to lose and I want the HCG diet to take me there.  See pictures below of what I will look like after HCG (hopefully). :)

Thursday, September 29, 2011

HCG Diet

Hi all! Quick post...has anyone tried the HCG diet?  The diet that allows you to lose 1-2 pounds a day guaranteed?  I was thinking about trying it and I wanted to know if anyone on here has had any results with it.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

a new kind of fat....

Like I said, I had gained most of my weight back, so right now I'm at the horrible number of 162.6.  Can you really fathom that number?  It is a horrible number! It's like I stand on the scale and wanna scream every single time.  I hate it.  On another side, I joined a gym, but it's so hard to get my school work done and workout.  So I've solved that problem by reading (my textbooks) while I'm on the bike.  I just do a higher level so it burns more calories.  I burned 220 in about 35 minutes last night.  That's not an outrageous amount, but it's better than nothing.  I WILL be thin.  I graduate with my masters in December. I want to be 125 by the time I graduate.  But here's what I want you guys to do.  If I write that I'm doing badly, just tell me to stop being a freaking slacker and get my butt in gear!  Kind of be like a coach.  I would really appreciate that.

Friday, September 2, 2011

Back to square one

I'm back to being a total fatty.  I'm back to only being 2 pounds below my original starting weight.  Why am I failing miserably at this losing weight thing.  I seriously just want to cry.
My husband and I recently moved and we were going through my underwear to pack things up.  We went through several pairs where he said "these are sexy, why don't you ever wear these?"  BECAUSE I'M A FREAKING FATTY AND THEY DON'T FIT ANYMORE, THAT'S WHY!!!!
Oh and on top of being a fatty, guess what I had for dinner......3 slices of pizza.  Yep, that certainly helps Miss Fatty McFatFat.  UGH!! I'm so frustrated right now.  Hardly any of my clothes fit.  For the cruise I just went on, I had to buy a bunch of sundresses to cover my fat.  Oh and then my husband and I met two other couples and those girls just so happened to be size 0.  Way to make me feel even more fat. I'm just really sad right now by my weight.  I'm going to post some reverse thinspo because that is how I feel right now!